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On the Forbidden Letters by
Thonus Furious - Part 1
I feel I shall share my wisdom with you wonderful people, just as you have
shared your wisdom.
The 'Gay man born on the 17th of January' isn't actually homosexual, nor
is he heterosexual. How do I know this and what is he? He is what the Paris 4
have said. He is in possession of a very special Balance of Feminine and
Masculine energies. Let me say that a woman may also possess this Balance
(Gospel of Thomas 114). Most men and most women however have come to a state of
suppressing either the feminine or masculine energy. A 'straight' man suppresses
the feminine energy (possibly the masculine). And a 'straight' female suppresses
the masculine energy (possibly the feminine). And a 'gay' man suppresses the
opposite that a 'straight' man suppresses. And a 'lesbian' woman suppresses the
opposite that a 'straight' woman suppresses. And because they are is
suppression, there is a lack, and because there is a lack, their is the lust
(compulsion or desire) for that energy that has been suppressed. There is one
whole in my theory which is that if a gay man suppresses masculine and so does
another gay man, they why the attraction? Perhaps the feminine energies with
them plus the fact that they are masculine gender makes up for the masculine
energy lacking. If a man with this Balance met a woman with this Balance they
both would be in theory and possibly in actuality straight, because the man is a
Male Balance, and the woman is a Female Balance. Maybe we are all capable of
embracing both energies as they should be perfectly balanced in our bodies. Or
maybe most are born to suppress. Either we have taught ourselves and re-taught
through societies ideals and conditioning to suppress those energies, or we have
fallen from grace. The Bible takes the latter position in Genesis Chapter 3.
Genesis Chapter 3 says:
The Bible Text in "Quotation" and commentary in [Brackets]
"Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the
LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not
eat of every tree of the garden?"
[The Serpent, the Tempter. Who is the Serpent? More true: What is the Serpent?
The Serpent is the tempter of Eve. The Serpent is Adam's Snake.]
"And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the
trees of the garden:"
[Eve the Inocent.]
"But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God
hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die."
["Ye Shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, let ye die." Do
not touch Adam's Snake, and surely do not eat of it, lest ye die(?)."]
"And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:"
[The serpent is tempting. The serpent will say anything to get Eve to eat of the
"For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall
be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil."
[But ye shall surely die.]
"And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was
pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise, she took of the
fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did
[Pleasant to her eyes, disired to make one wise, and good for food.]
"And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were
naked; and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons."
[When they finished Eating of the Tree, they knew that they were naked...]
"And they heard the voice of the LORD God walking in the garden in the
cool of the day: and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the
LORD God amongst the trees of the garden."
[They felt ashamed.]
"And the LORD God called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art
[The LORD God thought: Why are you hiding from me Adam?]
"And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because
I was naked; and I hid myself."
[Ashamed of being naked, ashamed of what he did.]
"And he said, Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the
tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat?"
[God saught to get to the bottom of this.]
"And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me
of the tree, and I did eat."
[Adam the Honest.]
"And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done?
And the woman said, The serpent beguiled me, and I did eat."
[Eve the True.]
"And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this,
thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy
belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:"
"And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed
and her seed; it shall bruise thy head, and thou shalt bruise his heel."
[Between your seed (the fruit) and her seed (the egg).]
"Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy
conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be
to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee."
[This whole act is connected with the act of child birth.]
"And unto Adam he said, Because thou hast hearkened unto the voice of
thy wife, and hast eaten of the tree, of which I commanded thee, saying, Thou
shalt not eat of it: cursed is the ground for thy sake; in sorrow shalt thou eat
of it all the days of thy life;"
[Did Adam have a choice? "(There is no such thing as a free will/ (Du wirst
"Thorns also and thistles shall it bring forth to thee; and thou shalt
eat the herb of the field;"
"In the sweat of thy face shalt thou eat bread, till thou return unto
the ground; for out of it wast thou taken: for dust thou art, and unto dust
shalt thou return."
"And Adam called his wife's name Eve; because she was the mother of all
[Eve now more than a wife, a mother.]
"Unto Adam also and to his wife did the LORD God make coats of skins,
and clothed them."
[God the Merciful and Loving, protects Adam and Eve from their shame.]
"And the LORD God said, Behold, the man is become as one of us, to know
good and evil: and now, lest he put forth his hand, and take also of the tree of
life, and eat, and live for ever:"
"Therefore the LORD God sent him forth from the garden of Eden, to till
the ground from whence he was taken."
"So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of
Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of
the tree of life."
[The Flaming Sword, any ideas?]
Why is the seed of Adam's Snake the Fruit of the Tree of Knowledge? It is the
Prenatel Essence of Life. In the Daoist and Oriental Philosophies, it is from
the nearby Dan Tien, that the seed of Wisdom is sowed.
And so we fell, and supressed our Primordial Nature. Adams and Eves continued
and continue to Eat of the Tree of Knowledge. While a few special individuals,
are born without the innate effects of the Original Sin (Eating of the Tree of
Knowledge). And while people born without the Balance may gain it, also those
born with the Balance may lose it.
I have a few questions. Maybe there are answers?
- How many have forged the Light Body?
- Is the Man Born on the 17th of January in a prophecy?
- Does the Hieros Gamos come before or after the beheading? Before or
during/after the Resurrection?
- How is the Kundalini Serpent killed when released?
I am asking the Paris 4, or anyone who knows, to please answer. I know that
the Paris 4 are wise enough to stay out of interferring with the growth of the
movement they created (or maybe they are wise enough to interfere). And I know
that the Paris 4 are watching. I say "Hello, will you answer?"
If you have answers, please reply. Thank You.
* * *
Dear World Mystery Readers,
My theories and studies have evolved since my first response. For 1, I must
say that I do not know the 'Gay Man Born on the 17th of January' of the Letters.
He could very well be gay (my apologies). My thesis was generally saying that
the Balance of Masculine and Feminine energies can be 'acheived' by anyone. And
that will be the thesis of this response as well.
The Balance is of Feminine and Masculine Energies. We all have the Balance in
ourselves as Yin and Yang. These energies run in the Ida (Feminine) and Pingala
(Masculine) Nadis. The Goal is to have them Balanced Naturally and have the
Sushumna open, then the Kundalini can rise safely.
In our society we've learned to supress our opposite. If you are man you must
be macho. And so we harden the masculine in us. If you are a woman you must be
lady-like. And so we soften the feminine in us. We all have masculine and
feminine in us. By weakening the feminine & hardening the masciline, the
Balance is unBalanced.
Water overcomes all things by yielding. Water is as yin as yin can be. Yet it
is the strongest element. It cuts through Grand Canyons. And yields to fire,
evaporates, and rains down on the lands. Fire is the active element. Fire is
yang as yang can be. Yet it is Softer to touch than air. Strengthen the Feminine
and Weaken the Masculine, then the Balance will be restored.
Now another part of my research has brought me to the Subconscious. It is
also represented by Water. The Subconscious is a place of no thought, no name. I
believe to 'think' with the Subconscious is to be born of Water. Jesus said
"You must be born of Water and Spirit."
I take it to mean this: Be Born of the Water of the Subconscious. And the
Spirit aspect I believe to be the Firery Kundalini.
And again, my apologies to the Gay Man of 17th of Jan. for being not gay.
P.S. What I wrote is an evolving process of learning for me, what I wrote
today I will likely not write tomorrow. I'm presenting here my latest theories
of integration of all my research and experience. What I have here, take what
you find to be of use to your path, and leave the rest.
Thonus Furious - Part 2
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